Soulmate...

As i wander gently,
Through the darkness of the day,
Trying to find balance,
The missing part of me,
The endless emotional journey,
Of a lost unique soul.

They talk, they laugh,
They rejoice in life,
I am shadow to them,
I am invisible to their eyes,
An old headed soul,
On a different journey,
Unseen in this world,
So i keep searching.

I falter to be hollow,
To be seen by them,
I am not shallow,
Im not transparent,
Im not made to fill my heart with nothingness,
So always I must wander,
Waiting for him.

I know there is a place for me,
Where I can be loved,
To feel my heart beating hard,
To share my journey,
To teach how my love,
Only for him.

They do not see,
The masses the mob,
They crave only possessions,
To fill that empty emotional void,
They cannot see,
That all they need,
Is before their eyes,
So the truth of life remains invisible

Always wandering,
Always learning,
My silence speaks volumes,
Of a sorrow I struggle suppress,
My eyes tell the only story,
Of a love that is wasting away.

Inside this empty shell of a person,
A butterfly is waiting to emerge,
Till the day I find him,
Then light, will illuminate
A once radiant heart,
An enigmatic smile,
Beneath a troubled brow,
Restore to its beauty again.

My time will come,
When two halves meet,
No longer invisible,
Illuminated by love,
I will shine bright,
Like the brightest star in the sky,
Because at last I found him.
But that time isn't now,
No not yet,
Not yet

Emili xxxx