WHERE WILL I RUN? WHERE WILL I HIDE? WHO DO I TURN TO? AGAINST ONE OF YOUR OWN'S INSIDIOUS DEVICE?

Dear readers, 

Hi, I'm Rowena Morgan & what I want to share with you at this moment is taken from real life experiences & incidents. So I guess, everybody shares a very healthy & loving relationship with their parents, especially their mother... At least, most of you guys do. I used to believe I did too until my eyes were opened. I think I need to start at the very beginning, otherwise, all of this won't make any sense to you. 

My family's basically an average middle class & my grandparents had to work very hard to feed & educate my aunt & my dad & save every penny to build their own house which my dad would inherit eventually. Most of my relatives on my dad's side are very cultured & well-educated. My dad eventually got a good job in a bank too. All was going well until he met my mother. She was very pretty & shrewd as a young girl & she sensed very early that it'll be very easy to trap my dad in her thick web of deceit & lies. As most of the people from my dad's side ain't so blessed with good looks, she knew it'll be too easy for her to make my dad fall in love with her.  

So, unfortunately, they had a shotgun wedding & it didn't take long for them to know that they had made a huge & enormous mistake, especially my dad. And from that time & until I was born, my mother made the lives of my dad & my grandparents, A LIVING HELL...  

And my dad also couldn't blame anybody but himself for marrying a girl from an illiterate & crude family. My mother is a very skilled manipulator & smooth-talker & she convinced all the relatives & the people of our neighborhood in believing that it was she who was being abused by my dad & my grandparents not the other way around.

BUT THE TRUTH WAS, IT WAS SHE WHO WAS RAISING HELL WITHOUT ANY VALID REASON. She's so insecure & jealous that she can't stand me liking another person. She was & still is so possessive about me that she poisoned my mind against my dad & made me hate him. She had always verbally, physically & mentally abused me from my childhood. 

She always finds fault in me & call me names or she beats me up for small things. She's & always has been jealous of my dad's good & respectable background & of my grandparents' money & house. She loves to be in control of everything & everybody & has real talent in making others do her work through hurtful threats, manipulation or guilt trips. She thinks she's too perfect & always pretends to be the victim while she's the one who sends everybody running from our house. She drove my grandparents out of my house & it's because of her I didn't get the love & care of my grandparents when I needed them the most. She also drove me out of the house once & tried to stop my dad to go looking for me, but my dad didn't listen to her & brought me home again.

 I STILL HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIGURE OUT MY MOTHER. I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE KEEPS DOING THESE THINGS & WHAT'LL SHE ACHIEVE BY DOING THIS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS... SHE LACKS EMPATHY & REALLY ENJOYS TORMENTING PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY ME & MY GRANDMA BECAUSE I LOVE HER. IS SHE A PSYCHOPATH, SOCIOPATH OR JUST A CRAZY LADY... PLEASE HELP ME OUT... ANYBODY???

 

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Hello Rowena,

  Wow sis what an experience. Ill meditate and get back to you. You may also want to post this discussion in our new group, Say No to ABuse, too as more may reply who have been through something similar. Thank you for sharing a part of your life. Hugs and Blessings

How to post these discussion to that group???

Hi Rowena,

   First you are a member so go to the homepage of the group and at the bottom of the discussion board you will see Adda Discussion 

Click it and it will be like adding here

http://www.templeilluminatus.com/group/say-no-to-abuse

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Ill also go set up the page for you. brb with that link

Here is the link for the discussion-copy/paste and publish

Thank you!

http://www.templeilluminatus.com/group/say-no-to-abuse/forum/topic/...

She sounds just like my best friends mum. She is manipulative, bullying, likes to try to control everyone around her, plays the victim when you challenge her, and boy is she good at guilt tripping! The sad thing is, my friend has never known her to be any other way and refuses to see how toxic she really is.

EXACTLY!!! She's real pain in the ASS!!!

heyas Rowena,

  i have read this multible times i must say i am impressed with your writin style seems it can be turned into a story line fer a bigger thing but most of all i am sorry you are and still goin thru this seriously the thing that bathors me the most is why is you or others lettin this happen first move would be to well exact blood majick but thats the darker side of things and not to much thought of as a kosher way of doin things but then i aint to kosher either blood majick in instant karma is actually fast way fer instant karma to work on those that are well doin you wrong that would be more of a last result though to turn too 

Blood Magic? What is that? Please explain...

Blood Majick is a form of majick that involves blood of the indivduals that has crossed or done you wrong basically its a dark form of majick that is frowned upon in most societies and most psths of light of love i walk a darker form of way than most so i know about it 

Please tell me what I have to do.... I wanna know more about blood magick from you...

Blood Majick is like reg majick but its more advanced really you take the blood of that which is disturbed you and  you write a spell of it and you mix it with the spell work of reg stuff take the blood of your enemy shall i say 

What kind of spell work? & how am I supposed to get blood from my own mother... & I kinda hate having to call her a "mother"... She's really a beast!!!

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