I've been struggling with my mental illness since half way through highschool. I didn't know it at the time until I did some inventory of my past. My journey didn't start though until I was 21. This was the second time I've been to a mental institute. This is when I was diagnosed with schizoeffective. Man, back in the day it was rough. The constant voices in the head and having severe depression was a recipe for disaster. I remember asking my mom when she truly found herself, she said at around 40. I'm 32 now and after nine years of studying, I have finally found myself. It's easier now to differentiate between my own thoughts and others. The constant weighing down of me being an empath. Such a struggle. If only they mixes Eastern Mysticism with Western Psychiatry, I think we would be better off.
Anyways, I wanna get more involved and hope to meet others like me. I have to remind myself that the conversations I have online are as real as me talking to someone face to face. I need to utilize the tools around me and I think this is the best place to start.
I have a remedy that might be of use to you, but you'll need to be able to bury gemstones on the corners of your property. Can you do this?
I live in an apartment, but I could make it work.
ok. around the corners of your property bury hematite, black onyx, golden tiger eye, and rose quartz with sea salt covering the stones in the holes, in an X formation. (first one corner, then the corner across from it.) this is known as the "wards" technique. Should help your mental/emotional/spiritual state and work to clear things up. Let me know how it goes. burn frankincense first.
Ahh nice, might be a bit to gather the stones but I'll def. look into it, thanks Adam!
no problem. I was lucky to learn it from a person I had met. let me explain. before I buried the stones, I suffered some of the same problems as you have been. I was thinking way too much, couldn't concentrate on anything, anytime I was at work I never cared about the tasks at hand, my mind just wasn't right. Now i'm stable, not having any problems with anything. Total godsend.
I was depressed and suicidal at times. my problems were numerous. now i'm not.
I hope you don't mind me asking, but what are your symptoms? in what way have you been suffering?
It wasn't as bad as it was when I was in my 20s but I just have severe manic episodes where I'm extremely agitated. I had been against meds but my doctor met me half way. I take zyprexa for the manic episodes, welbutrin for the ADHD and depression, and visitirl for anxiety. Tbh, it's a nice cocktail. As of now, I'm actually a lot better off but I do want to try out burying the stones. It isn't feasible to be always happy but whatever might improve my mood, I'm all for.
Sorry to butt in, but maybe you could buy some of those stones in the mixed bags? There are so many different kinds in each bag, and those are the more common Crystals so I'd bet they'll be in the mix. They go from chips upto different sized tumbled stones? The smaller ones may be easier to get into place around your property as Adam advised?
Once again ~ sorry to butt in but the thought just struck me.
I know one other that has this disability on fb. I had to block her. You are nothing like this person. You have adapted beautifully, in my opinion.
Means a lot, Linda.
Thanks Elspeth! And don't worry, I appreciate you butting in, lol.