For those who know me, I wish to update you on what's going on with me. 

I am currently doing much better than I was. I am working almost near full-time hours so, i am not online very often. I hope to get more free time soon but we shall see. 

Emotional wise, it's still a rollercoaster; but such is life. However, I am done trying to appease people. You don't like me? ok. Then block me. But if you do like me then I hope our friendship grows. The pain I went through losing a good friend hurt a lot. More so than I had realized, but I doubt they care. 

I have no choice but to continue my path and focus on people who make me happy. Rather than worry about those who bring me down.  Even if to this day I wonder how they are doing now. From the day I called them brother. No more. 

I am doing good now. :) 

Thank you for reading, and I don't expect responses. However, should you do <3 only kind comments would be appreciated.  

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Comment by Elspeth on June 19, 2019 at 2:40am

Bless you.

Life seems to run in cycles, I've found, and we shed things along our way. Some of those things no longer fit. Not just material items, but, as you know, people and friendships too. But, we make more relationships, and new friends. The best ones stay with us, but they are rare gems.

Just remember your worth.

If something brings you down, my thoughts would be to drop it and move on if possible. You're doing great. Just in recovery mode maybe?

There seems to be a lot of illness around at the moment, here in my world too. Blame it on those cycles and look forward to better times ♡♡♡♡

Comment by Linda M. on June 12, 2019 at 10:24pm

Once you get used to the hours, and the fatigue, you'll find more time.  this is your time to relax, and catch up.  I know what you mean by having to let people go.  I've lost a few this year myself, I've had to block them on fb, but I've been ill so long and just now getting the right meds, I can't have people around me that bring me further down in the same endless cycle.  Yes, I too wonder how they're doing, but it's best to just let go.

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