Never did I think I could be abducted to go through a number of grueling tests to find myself back to my original Angelic self. Yes, the Seraphim. I first would like to say that all races of this multi-verse does dirt to what we call mankind on Earth. They literally abide by the barter system with bartering souls. I had to fight to get mine back and no, I never went to a lodge. That might strike a chord within some people's souls but it's the truth. Abduction to me is abducting of the soul and that's exactly what happened to me in the fall of 2010. I went through the dark night of the soul for about seven years. My Soul cries for understanding and now I'm at the mountain peak still looking for God. Make sense? There's always room for improvement, just depends what you want out of your "spiritual" self. In exchange, I came across, and met my older self back at Thuban. Had to actually barter to get back what I thought was rightfully mine and I didn't even sell my soul. See, that's the only way to describe it, because that's what literally happened to me, I was abducted. Now today, at this very moment I got what was rightfully mine. The original Red Kingu aka the Paa Taal from Thuban, Altair, and Alnitak. The original Reptilian Gods. I went through hell having to go about it that was foreign to me, which was the Sirian Initiation. They said, "It was hell to pay." Mmhmm, I was like, "whatever." Went about my business and I was on a wild goose chase. The deep seated biased between each race. They always want what they need. That goes for Draconians, Orions Pleiadians, Sirians, Greys, Arcturians, and the Lyrans. Yup, hell to pay because supposedly it was my fault since I'm a fallen angel. It's whatever, I had to press on the gas and I found myself back at square one, literally at the beginning, which for me was Draconian. Finally, a Pureblood.