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Comment by Atrayo on September 24, 2016 at 8:09pm

Hello The Least 999,

Well, enough indeed just don't get tricked by the human ego urge to shout from the rooftops what you're learning. That may seem a contradiction to what I'm striving for in my humble way. The angelic wisdom I'm espousing isn't meant to forcibly evangelize against people's consent. Just to enrich what they already have in divinity whether they realize it or not in gentle compassion and at times as an audacious truth teller.

With that stated, I also at one time thought I had to reach 100% of humanity. The angels corrected me by stating the best I can hope for is 20% of humanity globally as in 1/5 during my lifetime. Historically it has always been minority movements or groups be it religious, political, and secular that have influenced greatly societies. (for better or worse) The ego has a tendency to overstate and like you stated exaggerate one's role in their assumptions about life. 

One of my side hobbies which I relish to do ever since as a boy was my love of quotations as general wisdom. Looking back it set me up for the trajectory that I'm on currently. I have index cards in several stacks with such quotations from across the ages.This recent one I came across is very apropos for this discussion.

"Mama exhorted her children at every opportunity to "Jump at the Sun". We might not land on the sun, but at least we would get off the ground. ---Zora Neale Hurston." 

It's the Moonshot we can aim for whether or not we reach our final destination. 

Comment by The Least 999 on September 24, 2016 at 4:29am

Atrayo,

Maybe you are with the Angels because you have suffered greatly - you have said they are also guides for you. Either way, you are blessed by their guidance, and it is blessed that you share their wisdom.

My mental health difficulties occurred in reverse.  I lived a somewhat non-spiritual and non-philosophical life, quite carefree and without psychological stress, until I had the occasion to glimpse beyond the veil.  I then felt accountable to humanity to communicate what I saw...which brought with it many questions, which frequently left me confused about what was real.  This confusion was not helped by obvious and ridiculous paranormal experiences popping up here and there in my life, frequently during the most intense periods of psychological strain.

Though during the last 4 years or so, it has been much better than it had been.  I have a steady job, keep on top of my mental health for the most part, and yet still strive to reveal truth to humanity - for I believe if Truth were known to all, not as it is known to me, but as I believe I am still discovering (but which others have hoarded), that peace and happiness on Earth would be realized.  But it must be expressed scientifically, for that is in accordance with the time we live in...hence my attempt to express mathematical and quasi-logical truths as I have.

It can be a bit of burden to world peace is within my power, but eh - I have to remind myself that I might be greatly exaggerating my role in things.  I might never totally fulfill ambitions, but I would be satisfied to get SOMETHING out there, just to pass the torch if that is all that is intended for me.

Comment by Atrayo on September 23, 2016 at 12:32pm

Hello The Least 999,

Well to also confess on my part I have been troubled with mental health as well. My bane has been clinical depression and generalized anxiety in life, with a dash of OCD. However what felt in my early years was a battlefield (or as you stated the abyss) I had escaped as a dreamer. Continuing in my brand of spirituality as a teenager decades ago the Angels reached out to me. Aside from suspecting I was going crazy, the interactions were always calm and overwhelmingly gentle speaking to me in telepathy only when I would confer with them. 

Eventually, I went through the looking glass or the rabbit hole and my salvation has been hard, but well worth the voyage within through inner forgiveness and compassion. My once imagined battlefield is now a personal oasis at least in spirit, as a person life still happens like for everyone else. 

Whenever you encounter fear or get to becoming unhinged invite unconditional love as your lifeline. It is only an abyss if you project it, reflect wellness in spite of appearances and the image shimmers and shifts for the better, your the decider.

Comment by The Least 999 on September 23, 2016 at 2:02am

Atrayo,

Your cautions will not go unheeded.  Working with any seriousness and success with the Qabalah without guidance - as I fear I must - is a bit like gazing into the abyss...it gazes back into you.   But I'm hesitant to learn the Qabala from anyone other than the books I read, although I admit it would be helpful.  I just have a hard time believing most of the Rabbis are interested in much more than correspondences in their scriptures, while I'm mostly interested not in the scriptures, but in the mathematical system itself.  Additionally, I do not want to be bound by any obligations to teachers, or the groups they may represent.  Such obligations might prevent me from publishing my findings, because my ultimate goal - which is not yet in reach, but seems to be drawing closer - is to teach the world.  The freedom to share my findings is worth the risk of intermittent mental illness, provided I would be able to recover each time as I have in the past, and thus remain sane enough to fulfill my goal.

But thanks for caring, Atrayo.  Despite my stubborn willingness to continue risking madness, your concern is appreciated.

Comment by Atrayo on September 21, 2016 at 5:37pm

Hello The Least 999,

Hmm, I once heard that to study the Qabalah correctly one needs a proficient teacher of it. Otherwise, incorrect assertions would be drawn and other tenets become misconstrued. Basically, it's like operating a nuclear reactor without having a nuclear physicist background. 

This time, I have understood your most recent message more clearly so not to worry. I'll start with the end of your message first since that is the most alarming segment of your message. Whenever you work with Qabalic content it is best to ground yourself spiritually with the appropriate prayers. Otherwise much like psychic-mediums ground to the holy white light you can become vulnerable to chaotic forces. I highly suggest that you take this into account every single time henceforth and make it a precautionary habit. It's like looking both ways before you cross the street in spirit. Use the purest power or grace in benevolence which is to us humans is unconditional forgiving love. This reconciles all inequities and helps develop your spiritual soul like ethereal muscle to gain the requisite strength you'll require. To sojourn back to your god self as divine in safely and wellness, this isn't easy but its well worth the efforts.

Only immature spirits struggling with internal sense of control seek to dominate what is outside their native grasp. Akin to a cop out by externalizing all their problems outside their being, thus you have those dejected spirits attempting the foolish errand of conquering the metaphysical reality. Much like Christians state that Jesus ultimate sacrifice or offering caused victory to take hold. Metaphysically in the afterlife there is no human-like war between good and evil, it is all tranquil and enlighted as the whole presence of God(dess) as itself. 

The 9 higher levels you spoke of aren't all related to the dimension of time itself. For time to have meaning it must be surrounded by dynamics that distinguish it with contrast. Thus the other 8 forces wrap around time like a coil to cause it to work as intended. To understand one dimension in isolation isn't enough you something akin to a triangulation for it to work or be understood properly. With time there is its sibling of space and its force of gravity to anchor into place.

Please take precautions when dealing with esoteric forces that can pollute your spiritual health. Much like time ones health is daisy-chained to several other dynamics like harp strings. You pluck one out of order and you cause a cascading effect that distorts everything to follow. Retune yourself in order to gain sufficient clarity without jeopardizing your sanity along the route. 

Namaste.

Comment by The Least 999 on September 19, 2016 at 2:39pm

http://www.templeilluminatus.com/profiles/blogs/the-secret-theory-o...

There is the link I promised. I fear it will be too convoluted to understand as well! Once I complete my research, hopefully I'll be able to dedicate effort to making it more readable/accessible!

Comment by The Least 999 on September 18, 2016 at 4:42pm

Howdy Atrayo!

I'm pleased that your Angels thought highly enough of me to announce my arrival!  On Twitter, before I replaced the picture with Vladimir Putin cuddling with a dolphin, that somewhat disheveled man sipping coffee was indeed me.  As for my heritage, I really don't know.  What my parents have told me has contradicted research I and my siblings have done.  I know my maternal ancestors on my grandfather’s side lived in Germany for centuries, but according to my brother's research regarding my paternal ancestry, it is indeed predominantly French.  The Eastern European aspect makes sense to me - I believe I have a somewhat Jewish appearance in my nose and lips, and there has long been a large Jewish population in Eastern Europe.  This appearance comes from my maternal grandmother, but I know nothing of her ancestry.  So you may be on to something there.

 

Regarding your response:

 

That God did not modify him/her/itself: I guess I have to agree upon further review.  God, at least in some senses, has always been what it was.  Simultaneously, after a paradoxical manner, it's capable of change, but the seed of God, like you mentioned, existed in the Void, and therein was complete.  It was there in the Great Void, but along with much more, like you mentioned...and I feel I must digress to discuss that, since you brought it up, yet I’ve never heard anyone mention it.

I believe Time is tricky, and that the end of the universe, the crescendo of Creation in its infinite enlightened and manifested glory, is not only at the end of time, but is "holographically contained" in the eternal, and thusly contained in God before the beginning.  (Hence language such as "I am the alpha and omega".)  I believe the universe creates itself in this "time travel" paradox, and that in this way we have all had at least SOME choice in our current circumstances by being in the heavenly paradise of the eschaton, which is contained in the beginning.  This contained God at the beginning is symbolized in the Qabala and Masonry as the "Ashlar" or the "Stone of Foundation", or the "Cornerstone/Capstone".  At the end of evolution, which is encoded in this Ashlar (mythologically described as the Tetragrammaton) I believe all of creation is "syncretized" - united in the mind of God, yet separately incarnate, and therefore connected in communion with all other creation, yet retaining individuality.  Since God has emanations, which I believe are God’s meta-selves, and we are more distant meta-selves, I believe humans will also connect to God through these metas, which are Angels, and in some ways identifying with them…much like you have!

Regardless, these higher level emanations of God (9, I believe) are like "time travelers", and are essentially the Elohim mentioned in esoteric texts like Genesis.  They would be personified emanations of God at a high echelon, but in the Great Void, would be existing somewhat separately (as the nature of nothing is non-identity with anything, including itself, so very little can cohere within such a Great Void.)  Anyway, all of this speculation involves what I call "negative time", and I think it was a truly alien and primordial place to be (ahem..."not-be").

I believe I have intermittently contacted some of these forces (as certain occultists interested in my fields do, with more or less awareness of what they are dealing with than me).  I also believe I have contacted related forces which the Elohim interacted with and sometimes had to subjugate.  Finally, and somewhat regrettably, I came in contact with, but did not intentionally contact, trans-human forces (humans who evolved to be something more than human) which inserted themselves into negative time to conquer reality.   This was done in a supreme lust for victory over creation and for security for the continued existence of man (particularly Aryan man, and all associated with the male dominator ego).  This last force is the Gray.  In my attempts to wrestle with the profundities and complexities of these realities and their inhabitants, I have dragged up some difficult psychic debris - that would be the demonic obsession I referred to.  Less spiritually or esoterically inclined would refer to it as intermittent insanity, but neither description is incorrect.  The problems have largely passed at this time, but most humans - myself certainly included - are in some set of ways subjugated by demonic influences.  Mine recur periodically, concurrent with my explorations of outer and inner consciousness.

Thank you for attempting to decipher my arguments and examples!  I know I did not do my best communicating them clearly.  I will post something I wrote as a blog post which explains most of what I was talking about, and I will link to it in another response here after I’ve edited it a little.

On another note, I believe the seven graces you mentioned may correspond to the seven Sephiroth of the Qabalah, which are the emanations of God beyond heaven (to put it as simply as possible.)  You don't have to be a Qabalist to get stuff like this, but the Qabalah is essentially the mystical equivalent of math and science...and it largely corresponds with everything you say in this entry, and others.

Anyway, Atrayo, I'll be seeing you around!  Blessings from above, guidance from below.

- The Least 999

Comment by Atrayo on September 16, 2016 at 2:04pm

Hello The Least 999,

Thank you for your follow up, I had figured you were digesting what I channeled from the Angel. Thanks for you're sincere trust in the messages I channel on the fly spontaneously. I'm not sure if you remember the old Verizon cell phone commercials in the early 2000's. Of the "Can you hear my now?" fame? While during the end of some of those commercials the guy saying "Can you hear me now?". Had a few hundred Verizon workers standing directly behind him to support that telephone network. In an analogous fashion, I have the Angels supporting me like that with the authentic messages I source from paradise.

 I didn't mention this to you but my angels akin to an entourage are also caretakers (guardians) of me in life. (ala spirit guides would be for New Agers) About 48 to 72 hours before bumping into you online here, they told me I would be making a friend that would be interested in what I do. 

Also, that picture you had on your twitter profile of sipping a coffee or whatnot if that was you. I tend to pick up on ancestral roots to a degree from physical features. (another odd quirk to my psychic gifts) Is your heritage French and Eastern Hungarian by chance? 

Also, treasures are treasures no matter whence they came from in origin. No need to belittle your own grace which is native to your spirit. Yes, I'm a conduit by esoteric means, but so many talented people are also open in other ways equally just as gifted. Each to their own mastery of their talents. As we are an infinite representation of the Creator it's all good, glory ultimately resides there as the apex of being. 

Comment by The Least 999 on September 15, 2016 at 8:50pm

Atrayo,

I am intrigued by your answers, but a longer response on my part is pending a period long enough for me to suitably dissect your quite hefty reply. It suffices to say that my quite transcendentalist logic should of course bend to your assertions regarding necessarily paradoxical matters, and I take your disagreements - partial or total - to heart. Not in a bad way, but as an opportunity to learn, because I've learned to trust your channeling. Your jewels of truth, like manna received from heaven, will supplement those jewels of truth I, so to speak, craft from the earth. For mine are not gifts from the sky, as yours would be in my analogy, but treasures mined from the bedrock of hard sought knowledge. However, your truths have a certain luster which my jewels lack, and I cherish that shining beauty! But what I'm really trying to say is that it complements what I do, especially when it contradicts me.

Thanks for the insight Atrayo! I'll be back with a proper response soon enough. :-)

Comment by Atrayo on September 11, 2016 at 11:48am

Hello The Least 999,

I had a feeling you were going to bite onto this hook like a Marlin and run with the fishing line. :o)

Boy you got into it! At least on the Seventh Grace of our spiritual piece of God in us. Let me go at this paragraph by paragraph since that post must have taken you nearly an hour.

Thank you for having an open mind not many will appreciate these alternate views while others will see it in a benign fashion. I / We try to be compassionate truth tellers even on unpopular topics with a diverse range of eclectic interests to espouse upon. 

You are entirely correct God or Goddess is entirely beyond being and nonbeing like wax on and wax off of the Karate Kid. As nothing and absolutely everything simultaneously, not necessarily as you've described positing it strictly as one at the onset. 

In relation to God modifying itself in order to enact upon Creation is a myth. It did no such thing, you see we are extensions of what it God is already. As what Ivan calls emanations or summoned portions of the meta essence of God. The Wax on of the Creator is also the wax off the Destroyer in an enlightened fashion similar to the Hindu Lord Shiva the 4rd face of God. What you term as nothing of non-existence with a paradox of everything or the absolute is but one tool set amongst angelic co-creators with dimensional constructs. Consider it adaptive mechanics when one dynamic comes up short compensation equilibriums kick in to off set imbalances. Reality isn't one arena it is a quilt work of pocket dimensions as bulwarks supporting everything in every direction. A stratification of meta Creations interlaced one upon the other in a unified manner. Like stitching deep space with astronomical bodies with your planetary atmosphere in a A-Z fashion. 

However your question speaks more so to the inception of this meta Creation. In so far nothing and everything in seed potential like a fig seed co-mingled simultaneously. The nothing or oblivion was predominant at one point however the seed of all simultaneously was also present as pure potentiality. It will germinate the seed of God it just doesn't happen overnight or in the fairy tale of 7 Biblical Earth days. (perhaps on the calendar of the Eternal 7 days is construed differently by the angels)

God not existing before the beginning of time strips out the premise that time is a dominant pejorative force upon Creation. To mortals it is the end all be all, to meta co-creators of the Angels it is but one quiver in a A-Z line-up of dimensions. The example God not existing before time or space for that matter is a false start to such an argument. Aside from the question of faith, but of mere happenstance a better example would be before the Intent to Create what was there before spiritual existence often referred to as the Great Void. The void of nothing material was populated just not with physical mass or other forms of energetic vortexes. There was abundant life although it had no physical underpinnings to be associated with to be acknowledged as known existence. Non-existence is souped with life just not to the naked eye. 

God has not modified itself akin to osmosis for us to have Creation. The term think it and so it is from the mind of God gave life to totality within its own meta imagination. Who's to say what is concrete to mortals one day doesn't vaporized the next thousand years with decay. The building blocks have always been in place esoterically it is just the right assembly that is constantly coming into and out of expression. 

I'm sure questions are to follow besides anything you suspect we missed in your premise. 

There you go, I'm still scratching my head in some of your attempted break down examples lol. :op

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