Well I don't!
Not here, not today, not tomorrow and not ever!
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Thanks Goddess, I am not a MARTYR!
I am not interested in giving up my life, I am not interested in quitting my own life in order to save, to help Other People's Lives!
In fact, I am not even remotely interested!
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Again, it lacks self-love, it lacks self-responsibility, self-respect, it lacks natural common sense and goodness, it lacks wisdom, intelligence and dignity to oneself and to one's own life, first of all!
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No, I've absolutely never been a saviour nor a martyr!
And I am "not" even remotely interested in ever being one!
Never, not in this lifetime, folks!
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Thanks Goddess, I am not a Victim!
Everybody on earth, we all ( no exceptions ) find times of happiness, times of sadness, times of trouble, times of good and bad people, times of good and bad events and things in our lives!
Rich or poor, we all do, folks!
But we are "Not" Victims!
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But folks, we simply do not abandon and quit everything that we love simply because something goes wrong, or because something does not work out.
Bad things, bad people, bad events and bad situations, they all happen to us all during the course of our journey from cradle to grave! No exceptions at all!
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People are people and some are good, some are bad, some are strong, some are weak, some are loyal and some always betray us!
Friendships can come and go, the door is always open!
Marriages can be undone!
People can always start over again whether physically/objectively or mentally/subjectively!
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In fact, everything that our Species, that we human beings have invented, everything that we made up, all of that can be Un-invented and Undone, folks!
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Jobs, careers and Self-employment can be re-thought and they all can be changed!
Rich/Riches and Poor/Poverty can happen anytime and to anybody on earth.
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We are not Victims, not for as long as we can fight for ourselves and we can survive!
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The first duty of all living organisms, and that of all living things are to itself first. And it is called "Survival". It is self-preservation, folks!
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Why?
Because if we are dead, we cannot help ourselves nor others ever!
That's why that pure bullshit mythological/psychological avenue of so-called "good" saviours, "good" martyrs do not fly here, they really do not make any sense at all.
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There are not any GOODNESS in cowering on, in quitting one's own Life and Survival, and under the very "lame excuse" of giving them up for the sake of other people.
Those people who are overly concerned with Ego, with Selfishness, they must drop their bullshit and remind themselves, we all need and must learn to care for ourselves first, we all need and must learn to love ourselves first and we all need and must learn to respect ourselves first.
Otherwise, how can we ever care for, love and respect other people?
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Everything starts with Oneself first.
Everything begins at Oneself first!
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How about Mythology also known as Religion and Politics?
How about the many Cultural Socio-Religio-Politico & Commercial Mandates for the public in general?
They are pure and registered Bullshit!
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Where is the respect for oneself, where is the responsibility to oneself, where is the caring for oneself, where is the love for oneself and for one's own life in all of this?
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Martyrs and Saviours are cowards towards their own Personal duty and responsibility to Themselves and to Their own Life and Survival.
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Martyrs and Saviours have not any respect, have not any love and have not any caring for Themselves, for Their own Lives and for their own Survival.
Simple and to the point, folks!
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We are not Victims for as long as we battle for our rights to live our own lives, for as long as we like, trust and respect ourselves first!
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For as long as we can say always a brave, fair and firm "No" to Other People!
A firm No their Plans for us, a firm No for their ideas and requests for us to quit our own hearts, to quit our own wishes, to quit our own dreams , and to quit our own lives and then, to leave it all behind and to go to help them to live Their Lives while forfeiting and quitting our own lives, at the expense of our own lives being lost and thrown in the rubbish!
Absurd!
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If you disagree, fine! Because I really don't care what you think at all! At all!!!
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To me, All of That is shamefully and embarrassingly Full of Shit, and chiefly for anybody to ask, to suggest or to expect from anybody on earth!
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No, I never was, I am not a Victim! No, not in this lifetime, folks!
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Charity, humbleness and goodness begin with oneself first and towards oneself first.
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We do not have them for ourselves first, how can we ever have them for Others?
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To allow ourselves to become Victims to Other people and their Plans for us, for our Lives, well, that is not healthy, that is not goodness, that is not fairness, that is not logical, that it is not humbleness but it is sheer cowardice, it is toxic, harmful and wilful stupidity!
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And that folks, it is not charity!
That is not good, not sane, nor intelligent or wise!
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I like my life and I like to do it my way for as long as I can!
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No superiority or inferiority complex, no guilt-tripping, no shame-tripping, no saviour complex, no martyr complex and certainly no victim complex, not here and no mythological / religious and psychological "Absurd Bullshit", not here at all!
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Yes, folks!
That is me!
That is it!
Cheers,
SKY
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Sky also known as PADILLA of Ashtoreth or as JD Aeon or merely as JD
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Sky also known as SkyofLehigh, SkyofWyr, SkyofQuakertown, or as PADILLA ( Padilha ), or as Padilla of Ashtoreth, or as NINS of the Norns/Norse, or as Anaïs, Mea, DEA or as MEL/Melusine de France, or as JD Aeon or as JDAeon
Or simply as JD
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P.S.
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YES, I DO!
I've got way too many Outer and Inner Circle Spiritual / Family Names!
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Plus, I've got also everyday Nicknames of Endearment, etc due to many different Magickal / Personal Alliances / Allegiances, Friendships...
And actually many different Groups / Communities, and many different Pagan Covens throughout the many years from early 1980’s to mid 2010's.
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Comment by Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon on March 25, 2023 at 3:16am
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