"Hi Conon, it's not my birth name. I made it to be on the sites. Helela is pronounced, "Heylela". I like it pronounced Helela. It means light, part of Lucifers name meaning. I added an A at the end of the name to make it feminine.…"
"i don't know if i honestly want to banish it, thats the issue... *sighs* i'm unsure, It doesn't scare me, It doesn't anger me. The concern is as to why, and cravings. I am open to anyone thoughts on the matter though. "
"Thank you, Miss Fross. I respect the people here and i am very thankful for the help yall offer. But this struggle is more of a embarrassment to me. I have no problem talking about it in a side message if anyone wishes, But no one should feel…"
"Hello all, sorry i haven't been on lately, been trying to keep to myself out of safety for others. ^_^ With that said i do miss y'all and i love the energy everyone puts off around here. I wish i was able to hold each of you…"
Area location: Country with Optional State, Province etc.
Usa, Virginia, Blacksburg
Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...
I wish to join due to being “newier” to the olde culture. I have been protecting others around me and been called a Empathy Guardian. I wish to grow in knowledge to not only help myself but better my oath to protect all i May service. I found the website from a google search that then lead me to a forum where i was interested in a profile of a member by the name of raven who had a post on his profile from a wan who says she made this website. ( all due respect i am trying to stay vague for other peoples sake )
About Myself & My Interests..
I found myself at 13 able to walk in dreams, and get visions of peoples visions of grim undergoing in their future... i was scared at the time and didnt take ahold of the chances to face the fears and try to defend the people i loved. I watched my uncle and my grandmother die due to this. Recently ( 3 years ago ) i found myself in tune with my natural side more where i was manifesting energy, transfer of energy, and constant war to protect all that i can. I swore a oath then i would refuse to run again and fear would not have me. 1 year into that solo crusade with no help i ended up burning out on the blood moon where I physically became weaker and went almost into a shock where my body would shake uncontrollably. Almost a year later i am finding myself able to reignite the flame i had and this time i wish to have people i can trust to help me and that i may in return hand my helm to.
My aura is a twirl of green and red
I am 26 years old, i was a volunteer fireman for 7 years, i am a gamer and a history buff.
My flaws, i am very flirtatious, i tend to over contemplate things, and i tend to go all out no matter the cost
My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?
My only influence/ teacher is my mother ( who wasnt in my life till years ago ) and it wasnt really them who influenced me.. i had questions due to what was happening and she was the only one who could answer them.
Hi Conon, it's not my birth name. I made it to be on the sites. Helela is pronounced, "Heylela". I like it pronounced Helela. It means light, part of Lucifers name meaning. I added an A at the end of the name to make it feminine. Helela is a real name though, it's from Hawaii I believe :)
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