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"The Wondersmith"

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The Wondersmith is the name of a food and entertainment blog/artist that I absolutely adore and thought would be nice to share here with others who enjoy such things. For myself food, hearth, and…Continue

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A Series Of Short Poems: Human Nature Pt. I

Posted on August 23, 2022 at 7:50pm 0 Comments

"Sand"

I want to meet a Desert

Dry sun for words and hot sand for reaching hands…

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Poetry- "Untitled 5"

Posted on August 23, 2022 at 7:33pm 0 Comments

I pray to You often

In wordless aching sighs

Fog in my breath…

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Art Therapy- Emotions Work- "Anger"

Posted on August 10, 2022 at 10:17am 1 Comment





I found this art therapy exercise on youtube via a channel called "IABET- Consciousness Through Art." In combination with my personal therapist I started creating a series of similar art using this or similar methods. As part of the art therapy, and especially for this one in particular, after the artwork is finish you spend time processing…

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A Reoccurring Dream

Posted on August 8, 2022 at 6:00pm 0 Comments

This is a reoccurring dream I have had since I was 14 years old... 

I live in a shack that is not a shack because it is a home. I am doing the dishes and contemplating the fact that I am aware that I am dreaming and how beautiful the knots and whorls in the wooden wall panels are. There is anticipation, expectation for the coming evening. A guest is coming for dinner. Someone who has long been familiar to…

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Aug 23
Pan commented on Pan's blog post Art Therapy- Emotions Work- "Anger"
"@Knox, my email says you left a message but it's not showing anymore so I'll assume either it's a glitch or you chose to withdraw your words. In either case, thank you for sharing your thoughts. "
Aug 13
Pan commented on Linda M.'s group SPELLBOUND~A FETISH GROUP
Aug 12
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Art Therapy- Emotions Work- "Anger"

I found this art therapy exercise on youtube via a channel called "IABET- Consciousness Through Art." In combination with my personal therapist I started creating a series of similar art using this or similar methods. As part of the art therapy, and especially for this one in particular, after the artwork is finish you spend time processing the art by having…See More
Aug 10
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A Reoccurring Dream

This is a reoccurring dream I have had since I was 14 years old... I live in a shack that is not a shack because it is a home. I am doing the dishes and contemplating the fact that I am aware that I am dreaming and how beautiful the knots and whorls in the wooden wall panels are. There is anticipation, expectation for the coming evening. A guest is coming for dinner. Someone who has long been familiar to me.  -scene change-  Everything is set just right. The table is laid out with food and…See More
Aug 8
Quingu commented on Pan's blog post Poetry- "Bravery"
"Very nice... I relate to this because I have to keep an "image" of being heroic with my soul family. Thank you for this."
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Poetry- "Bravery"

I've been doing a lot of work on my emotions and learning to accept and integrate each of them as part of my whole being. Often during art therapy part of acknowledging, understanding and accepting an emotion involves a, often cryptic, conversation with it. As such the process has a tendency to personify what you feel. It humanizes the parts of you that you have been taught to dehumanize. This is a poem about Fear as someone I walk this path with and love very…See More
Aug 6
Miyoko canter replied to Pan's discussion Emotive Songs I Share With You in the group Tuneful Musings
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Aug 3
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Emotive Songs I Share With You

Just some songs I felt compelled to share with everyone. Feel free to share songs back. Music is a language and I enjoy connecting to others through it.  Algamation Choir "Ksentia tou Erota (Giorgos Kalogirou) Ecstatic Dance w/ Sophie Sôfrēē, Mana Mei & Layla El Khadri "Dance of the Moon"  Ecstatic dance is a free form of dance with the goal to achieve ecstasy. This is a natural state in which your awareness shifts and you get to experience a meditative and happy state of mind through…See More
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Emotive Songs I Share With You

Just some songs I felt compelled to share with everyone. Feel free to share songs back. Music is a language and I enjoy connecting to others through it.  Algamation Choir "Ksentia tou Erota (Giorgos Kalogirou) Ecstatic Dance w/ Sophie Sôfrēē, Mana Mei & Layla El Khadri "Dance of the Moon"  Ecstatic dance is a free form of dance with the goal to achieve ecstasy. This is a natural state in which your awareness shifts and you get to experience a meditative and happy state of mind through…See More
Aug 1
Linda M. commented on Pan's blog post "My Spirituality & Power Exchange: A Brief Introduction To My submissive Path"
"Quingu, occasionally you do surpass the master, that is when you do something because you want to do it, not because you are told to do it.  You have an equal respect for each other.   Pan, trying to make my husband understand the…"
Jul 31
Quingu commented on Pan's blog post "My Spirituality & Power Exchange: A Brief Introduction To My submissive Path"
"You could say it has something to do with the right of passage. It's all about progression, and the Dragon Path is extremely strict. It's the path of fire, so you're always trying to redefine yourself like a "phoenix". But…"
Jul 31
Pan commented on Pan's blog post "My Spirituality & Power Exchange: A Brief Introduction To My submissive Path"
"@Linda M. Thank you for your kindness. I appreciate it greatly. In the contexts of this topic of course you are correct. In the early Leather culture it was fairly common for most Dominant's or Master's with potential to start off as a…"
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Linda M. commented on Pan's blog post "My Spirituality & Power Exchange: A Brief Introduction To My submissive Path"
"Quingu, yes the student does, sometimes surpass the master, then he/she becomes the master."
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Agender (Please refer to me as He/Him)
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Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...
Truth be told I was going through my drive library and, in my reorganizing of my library catalogue, this link was listed. So I followed it and here I am. I don't recall when or why I put it on my library list but I suppose that is irrelevant to my current presence.
Which spiritual path do you follow?
My own. A simplistic answer seemingly dismissive or defensive depending upon the nature ones perspective.
About Myself & My Interests...
"To define is to limit."

-Oscar Wilde "The Picture of Dorian Gray"

Whenever a moment like this occurs I tend to stare at the little text box with some level of confusion and resistance. it seems to both acknowledge the complexity of "selfhood" and yet also confines it within the limitations of language, fractured social arrangements, and this teeny tiny box. It is problematic in a way that amuses me as it is so very human.

I often tell those closest to me that my name was created to encompass all that I was, am, or ever will be. My name is the only thing that does not entirely constrain or limit me, its field containing the most space for my "selfhood" than any other form of verbal communication could offer you.

My name is Pan.

Anything else is a journey of discovery and adventure.
My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?
Them.
Authors and/or Books I appreciate:
Well, I appreciate books in general and greatly respect those that create them. There are many books that I feel serve as either guides or mile markers on my path. Amongst them are Poets, Spiritualists, Scientists, Creatives, Philosophers, & Leatherfolx alike.

👤Some Authors I Appreciate:

- Lao Tzu
- Kahlil Gibran
- Guy Baldwin
- Geoff Mains
- Emily Dickinson
- Tamora Peirce
- Patricia C. Wrede
- etcetera

📚I Am Currently Reading:

- Way too much Harry Potter slash fiction...
Musicians and/or Music I appreciate:
Once again I find myself with the same answer as I did with the Authors/Books section. I listen to a myriad of musical genre's and artists and very rarely claim any as more preferred over another. I listen to whatever suits my mood, sometimes that means EDM in order to help myself out of a depression funk or it means listening to something dark or angry to validate the emotions I am feeling. It all depends.
The songs I tend to love the most are ones that either align with my journey as a submissive (something I tend to view less as a role one assumes and more as an identity, vocation, or spiritual path), or aligns with my core values.

🎧 Music That Currently Resonates With Me (12 Jul 2022):

- "Black Coffee" Sarah Vaughan
- "Morning Sun" by Melody Gardot
- "Pharmakon" by Humbird
- "House By The Sea" by Moddi
- "Front Porch" by Joy Williams
- "Come & Be Welcome" by Heather Dale
- "Hundreds of Ways" by Conor Oberst
Films and/or Film-Makers & Actors I appreciate:
Dangerous Beauty is one of my favorite films. It helps that I also appreciate Veronica Franco whom the film is about although they romanticized her life quite a bit. As far as actors go I appreciate most for their dedication to an artform I have no talent nor skill in. I suppose if I had to pick a favorite actor I might nod toward Buster Keaton.
Artists and/or Art I appreciate:
You can always check out my favorites on deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/nelui/

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